Tobio Kageyama (影山飛雄) (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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makurakotoba2016-02-16 11:48 pm
settering) wrote in makurakotoba2016-02-16 11:48 pm
horrible bdsm au | still no actual bdsm
[A few days after confessing to Oikawa finds Tobio outside the gym after practice drinking a post-practice carton of milk and wondering if everyone's first love goes like this.
He leans against the wall of the locker room and stares at the lights, standing out now that the sun has set, that are still on in the gym. He knows Oikawa is still in there, still practicing, and considers going in to join him as he sucks on his straw.
The last time he was alone in the gym with Oikawa didn't exactly go as expected.
He absentmindedly scratches at his neck, the bruises Oikawa sucked into his skin having almost faded away but he can still feel them searing hot on his skin. That part had been nice, kissing in general was nice and something he could definitely get used to. Touching his senpai was even more exciting then it had been in his fantasies. Getting punched in the gut was... not something he ever saw coming.
He's heard people say that love hurts before but something tells him they don't mean it that way.
Oikawa didn't accept his feelings, which he did expect, but he also didn't outright reject him and now he's left wondering where they stand. He could try talking to Oikawa again but ever since the incident Oikawa seems to avoid being alone with him, and it's not like he can bring up how Oikawa feels about making out with him in front of the whole team.
His mother had told him countless times that he can always come to her with any problem he has, but he thinks she might mean problems with his schoolwork or his peers instead of the feelings he has for his senpai who may or may not hate him.
And despite being in the same class for a few months now he hasn't managed to make any friends among his classmates, so no chance to ask for love advice there either.
Which leaves him all alone, trying to work out just what exactly his feelings are and how to deal with them.
Unless...
Even across the quickly darkening school grounds he can make out the silhouette of the other person staring at the doors to the gym.
Iwaizumi usually sticks around after practice. From overhearing their conversations in the locker room Tobio knows they often walk home together and that Iwaizumi worries about Oikawa overworking himself.
Iwaizumi is a reliable upperclassman, he did help Tobio out that one time and is always nice to him. He also knows Oikawa best of anyone on the team and might be the only person able to help Tobio figure out how to solve his problems.
Tobio squishes the now empty milk carton in his hand and drops it in the trashbin as he quickly walks over to where Iwaizumi is standing.]
Iwaizumi-senpai!
He leans against the wall of the locker room and stares at the lights, standing out now that the sun has set, that are still on in the gym. He knows Oikawa is still in there, still practicing, and considers going in to join him as he sucks on his straw.
The last time he was alone in the gym with Oikawa didn't exactly go as expected.
He absentmindedly scratches at his neck, the bruises Oikawa sucked into his skin having almost faded away but he can still feel them searing hot on his skin. That part had been nice, kissing in general was nice and something he could definitely get used to. Touching his senpai was even more exciting then it had been in his fantasies. Getting punched in the gut was... not something he ever saw coming.
He's heard people say that love hurts before but something tells him they don't mean it that way.
Oikawa didn't accept his feelings, which he did expect, but he also didn't outright reject him and now he's left wondering where they stand. He could try talking to Oikawa again but ever since the incident Oikawa seems to avoid being alone with him, and it's not like he can bring up how Oikawa feels about making out with him in front of the whole team.
His mother had told him countless times that he can always come to her with any problem he has, but he thinks she might mean problems with his schoolwork or his peers instead of the feelings he has for his senpai who may or may not hate him.
And despite being in the same class for a few months now he hasn't managed to make any friends among his classmates, so no chance to ask for love advice there either.
Which leaves him all alone, trying to work out just what exactly his feelings are and how to deal with them.
Unless...
Even across the quickly darkening school grounds he can make out the silhouette of the other person staring at the doors to the gym.
Iwaizumi usually sticks around after practice. From overhearing their conversations in the locker room Tobio knows they often walk home together and that Iwaizumi worries about Oikawa overworking himself.
Iwaizumi is a reliable upperclassman, he did help Tobio out that one time and is always nice to him. He also knows Oikawa best of anyone on the team and might be the only person able to help Tobio figure out how to solve his problems.
Tobio squishes the now empty milk carton in his hand and drops it in the trashbin as he quickly walks over to where Iwaizumi is standing.]
Iwaizumi-senpai!